was asleep most of the day, then i had to listen to my dickhead dad ramble abt losing his 3 DAY OLD phone... and he calls me useless n shit?
so im really fucking happy bc my lazy ass parents didnt wake me up, so thats good ig, five days to go bfore i leave for tha holidays
woke up today with the sun blaring in my face whilst i sweated buckets. was threatened when i didnt want to go to my nans with my parents ugh, didnt goso ive just chilled for most ot tha day
today was hot, hotter than yesterday ffs, cba with this heat, anyways, got early sleep yesterday so thats good, been worrying all day abt having to do a damn presentation on sumat i dont even know abt :,< at least i have 5 weeks off after this week so thats nice ig, hope my parents DO NOT wake me up tomorrow, im gonna be pissed off. ALSO fucking dick is stinging the fuck out, it does it all the time and im in a whole world of pain, i hate the lil bastard, also been coding a bit for a game (well the base of a game) and i need ideas, fucking head is empty af
wasnt looking forward to school bc of a presentation, didnt even do it hehehe fuck you Religious Studies!!!!!! anyways, skipped english to do an ASSESSMENT UGH UGH UGH, got past it but GOD it was boring af, after went to my nans and played football wiv my mates which was nice
went to the worst placeon the planet AGAIN (school) but survived, had to go to ASSEMBLY which for some fucked up reason, REQUIRES you to take your shoes off, wtf? anyways, i had the most GAY socks on so i was scared that my mates and peers would find me out, (cant wait for their responses!!!!!!!!!!!! UGHHH) but anyways, went home and had one of the best bacon sandwiches of my life YUMMY
SOMEHOW i convinced my mum to let me stay home (which was good bc i had SPANISH of all lessons today ughhh) but chilled at home, woke up at abt 1pm and checked discord n shit (which was dead) so i went back to sleep, woke up again and had a sausage sandwich yummy and chatted wiv mates on discord and spacehey so today was pretty uneventful
got to watch a movie in school which was really nice, also got sweets lol, but was bored most of the day (fuck maths and spanish!!!) but fell asleep realy early today (idk why lol)
I FINALLY BROKE UP FROM SKEWL GUYS IM SO HAPPY! FIVE WEEKS OF NO SCHOOL IS SO GOOD RN! anyways, went to the fair and got called weird by my dad so yeah that was nice... definitely. anyways, absolutely destroyed all of my schoolbooks bc why tf not?
today was chill af, mum tried makin me go to my grandmas, which i did NOT plan on doing, so now im home alone and getting a WELL DESERVED break from everything, did a bit of drawing, just doodles yknow, and had a mini party bc i LOVE BEING HOME ALONE!
my mums back from my grandmas, why couldnt it be for longer, why? anyways, chilled in bed with a cuppa which was nice, fell asleep to the sounds of the rain, did nothing today, just sleep. ive wanted to come out to my mum and i feel like i cant keep it in any longer but i know she wont accept me but i want her to know how i feel abt myself.
mostly slept today. been feeling pretty tired recently and i cant explain it. i dont know why.
went to sleep at 6am, i dont know why. i cant be bothered with anything, just too tired. need to sort my schedule out. was forced to go to the shop for my parents today, pretty pissed off about it.
the discord server is dry asfd and im bored as shit but thats fine ig, anyways, been starving all day so asked my mum if i copuld make an egg and she said yes to my surprise, bit useless saying that at 17:43 tho, isnt is? anyways, been really drowsy most of the week, goddamn, almost a week off from my school holidays, that went fast and im scared itll go even faster
IM PROPER PISSED. SPACEHEY IS BANNED. NONE OF MY MUSIC LINKS WORK. MY DISCORD ACCOUNT ALMOST GOT BANNED. HAVENT EATEN FOR MOST OF THE DAY. CAN IT GET WORSE? FOR FUCKS SAKE I WANT TO CHILL OUT AND SHIT BUT IT ALWAYS GETS FUCKING RUINED BY SOMEONE OR SOMETHING LIKE IMMA KMS IF TOMORROWS LIKE THIS
ACTUALLY ATE TODAY, which was pretty good!chatted with mates like always. i accidentally made them think i was going to kns tho so im deeply sorry to the discord server if you lot see this (probs not but whatevs) but anyways, dads on his booger sugar mode, he'll wreck anything in his path, gtg
slept all of today. got headache. it hurts. please go away, headache.